I'm thinking clearly today, but I'm crying. Just too many emotions going at once. Depression, anger, emptiness, sadness, optimism. I just. It's too much. I'm fighting.

I spilled to my best guy friend why I was so upset when I learned about his girlfriend. I told him it hasn't been that long. I'm happy for him, and I know it's better off this way, but I'm just super upset. He's happy. I wish I could be too.