I'm in a rotten mood today. I just don't want to be here, I don't want to do anything. I'm in one of those moods where if someone even touches me, I will blow up at them. I'm just angry at the world for being so cruel and unfair. I just don't want anyone to talk to me. I want to just be invisible today. I hate people.

I hate that depression did this to him. I hate that he has to hurt like this and work so hard just to feel okay. It's not fair. He doesn't deserve this. He doesn't deserve to be abused and ignored by his parents. He doesn't deserve to be failing all of his classes. He doesn't deserve to want to die.

I've also come to the conclusion that high school drama is fucking stupid. Everyone's all stressed out and gossiping and cranky and like. Ugh. I hate thisssss...