Ah. It's been a while since I posted. I was super stressed out about finals, and then yeahh. I kinda just forgot.

I think I have borderline personality disorder.

"Borderline personality disorder is a condition in which people have long-term patterns of unstable or turbulent emotions, such as feelings about themselves and others.
These inner experiences often cause them to take impulsive actions and have chaotic relationships."

Risks for BPD include disrupted family life and sexual abuse.

A few common symptoms-

• Fear of being abandoned
• Feelings of emptiness and boredom
• Frequent displays of inappropriate anger
• Impulsiveness with money, substance abuse, sexual relationships, binge eating, or shoplifting
• Intolerance of being alone
• Repeated crises and acts of self-injury, such as wrist cutting or overdosing

 Complications: depression and suicide.

I think that says it all right there.

I just want to be okay again.