So, today was better than yesterday. I woke up, and I was like YES, the sky is grey. I really didn't want it to be sunny, because then I would be mad at the rest of the world for being so happy when I am so sad.

I have a sinus infection, and the flu. I didn't have to work that long 7 hour shift I was supposed to.

My dad's home tonight. That makes me feel a little more secure. I don't like being away from him. My parents are separated, filing for a divorce. My mom is going to fight for custody, so it makes me really nervous when he's not home. She wants physical custody so that I can never live with my dad. That's really scary for me. I'm really close with my dad.

I'm talking to my best guy friend and watching youtube. Relaxing night, no panic or anything.

All for now :)