I'm getting scared. Today I crashed. And burned. I ended up cutting. And just. Losing it. I could probably be in the hospital right now. I just want to get through finals in one piece. After that, I don't really care what happens.

He got out of the hospital today. I just want to hold him and know that he's okay. I just want to know he's okay....

I'm in a daze. I can't move or study. I'm just so stressed and so done. I can't eat or anything. I just sit here.

Maybe I'll watch a movie or something. Instead of watching the little blinky thing at the end of my words move across my screen as I ramble.

I want to die. I really do. I