Insomnia sucks.

All of my classmates are in their beds dreaming about who knows what, and I'm stuck here, in the dark, all alone, watching the minutes tick by, one by one...

I'm surrounded by silence. All I can hear is the frequency of my computer, the beat of my heart, and my loud, obnoxious thoughts. They tell me that I love him, and that I just didn't deserve him, and that I will never be happy again. They tell me to just give in and give up. They force the air from my lungs and I am left gasping and grasping at nothing.

My feet are cold, yet they are sweating. My eyes keep crusting up, like when you go to bed crying and wake up with them swollen shut. It's too hot, too cold, too loud, too quiet. Too hard. Too hard to sleep.
And then of course, this leads to anxiety about tomorrow... or today... or however you want to put it. Because tomorrow/today, I have two major tests. One starts in two hours. I have gotten 2 hours of sleep. And I'm just... so tired.