I lie in bed on nights like tonight, and try so hard not to think about you. I feel the pain coming on, and I try to just block it out, like an ibuprofen for my mind, just something to keep me sane, and at peace, just for a little while longer. But then the bitter thoughts eventually burrow their way into my conscious mind, and your name pops up on my newsfeed, or our song shuffles on my iTunes. And then I'm left here with a choice. Sit here and cry over you, or just take a deep breath and go to sleep. I'm going for the sleep tonight. I'm getting stronger everyday.

Goodnight. Wherever you are.