I don't love him. I keep trying to force myself to love him. But I don't want to break up with him. Not yet. I'm not ready, but at the same time, I want to move on to bigger and better things. I don't see a future with him, so why should I be dating him? We're going on a date tonight, and I'm actually looking forwards to seeing my friends, not so much him. I feel like such a cruel person.

There is NO WAY we are having sex, because I know he will get super attached, and that's the last thing I need. I've had two people now tell me that it's over. I don't want it to be over. I don't want to hurt him. I want to love him, I really do.. but I just can't :(