I know you care about me. I know that you will come back if I shove you. I need you for the same reasons you need me. And that reason is actually unknown. We both have no idea what we're doing, or what we're looking for. We're a wakeup call for each other.
But let you tell me this.
You will not break me.
You will not destroy me.
And that's not a challenge.
I mean literally, you will not break me.
You will break yourself before you break me.
I cannot be broken, see.
I was destroyed once already, and these beams? See these steal rods that hold my limps onto my body and my head onto my spine?
They are stronger than steal. They can't be penetrated.
As soon as you get close enough, I will throw you back with a jolt of electricity that will rock your world into nothingness.
I lied.
I do need to be needed.
And maybe I want you to need me, but it may never happen.
I suck life from people just as you do. I eat problems. I devoir them. And then I'm done, I sit back and spit in the world's face and say, "Look, my life is worse. My life is worse. I have created this horrible evil life for myself. I don't know what's real or not. But I don't care."
I am an evil human being with evil tendencies and intentions.
I could be a mass murderer.
I could rip limbs from people and feed off their screams.
I have sociopathic tendencies.
I am masochistic.
I am sadistic.
I am narcissistic.
I am a dangerous human being.
And I love me.
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