Your life is so perfect, so shut the fuck up.

Hey. So this is basically a huge blog about me procrastinating chemistry. Nothing much is new. This is the majority of my life right now:

1) I have a boyfriend that I love very much
2) I'm super hormonal and emotional and it's pissing me off (oh look, hormones making me pissed off..)
3) I have DBT group now every Wednesday, and let me tell you, the majority of these kids are dumb as FUCK. And I mean. Stupid. They're issues are so small in comparison with mine... I mean, damn. This one girl was like, "My life is so hard, my parents make me do my homework." Like, really? Be lucky you HAVE parents that take care of you. My parents stopped caring awhile ago, and let me tell you, it fucking SUCKS to have to grow up when you're like 15. It SUCKS to have to take care of your little brother and worry about mortgage payments and take care of your depressed mother and act as a therapist for your father. Never mind the weight I carry everyday, with the neglect and sexual abuse I went through when I was 4. Never mind the fact that no one can ever find out about the man who almost raped me, and I still have to have civil conversations to his face every single day of my life. Like what the fuck. Your life is so perfect compared to mine. So just shut the fuck up. I don't care about your "ugly arms" or "you're so fat because you weigh 110 lbs". Like no. Just no. Just shut up.
4) There are certain very annoying people in my life that won't just leave me the fuck alone.
5) Andddd now I should probably go study for chemistry.



It just occurred to me that I'm like really angry over DBT.

Oh well.

Time to hit the books.