I feel myself slipping.

That sadness that once engulfed me is back. That emptiness. The feeling of worthlessness. That I don't matter. That no one understands.

The class principle here is terrible. I don't understand how such a cold hearted man could be hired for this place. I'm hurting, and all he can say is, "What are you doing?" Like, really? That's all you got. I'm depressed. I'm suicidal. I don't want to be here. I feel like how I felt with Noah. And this is what I get. This is the support I get.

Laurie is going away. I'm so scared what my life will be without her.

I'm dragging him down. I don't want him to stoop this low. I feel like I should break up with him so that he doesn't get dragged down with me. I don't want him to come to this place, so low that I cannot seem to breathe.

I'm so dizzy from the fall. I'm crying silently, tear after tear dropping onto my chest. And no one even cares. No one notices. I could hang myself in this room and no one would see me.

I don't want to go back to that place Si dark, there is no light. I don't want to hurt. I made his day even worse.