All of the sudden the depression is seeping back into my veins. The negatively, the stress, being on the verge of tears constantly. I'm just feeling really down and hopeless. I feel like no one even wants to be around me. I feel so isolated. I feel a black curtain descended over my vision, that weird strain in my eyes to look around me. Everything feels different and strange. I hate everyone around me. I feel nauseous all the time, my jaw hurts from grinding my teeth. I'm hurting.