I understand now that we are friends because we have the same pain and we get it. Unfortunately, I lost my 

I keep like crying because that song, and I get it, and you love her so much and you're so so so lucky she loves you back 

Because I am broken because of him. Because I had him and then I lost him. And I'm trying so hard to move on. But he is my soulmate. I guess soul mates don't always end up together. He touched me and moved me and changed me and then he was gone 

I dream of him every night and when i wake up, I just want to die because it's not real anymore 

I wish you every happiness. I wish I could be enough for you, but it's obvious that I never will be what you need. So instead I can only hope and pray that she will take care of you and love you more than I do.