My ex boyfriend was just admitted to the psych ward. Again. No words can describe this shock I'm in. He needed me. And I wasn't there for him. He just needs someone to be there for him and I'm so selfish that I just... Pushed him out of my life. I'm just. I can't believe I let this happen. I should have known. I should have seen the pain in his eyes. He's my ex, but we used to be best friends. I know him better than anyone in this world. It's my job to take care of him, my job to make sure he's okay. And I let him down. I let him fall.

What did I do.