I found someone new. <3 Two things are going through my head; 1) Heart, prepare to be shattered, 2) MAN does it feel good to start over.
He is perfect in every way imaginable. He accepts me for me. I can be myself. I don't have to freeze up. I don't have to be someone I'm not. I don't have to hide anything, because he's there for me, and he just understands. He tries to protect me from everything. And he's just such a sweetie. His eyes are the prettiest eyes I have ever seen. They are light blue. They light up when he smiles, and soften when he's gazing at me. His fingers fit perfectly between mine, which is a first for me. All of my past boyfriends' hands are too big, or beat up. But his hands are perfect for mine. His hands are viola hands; long and thin, stern, and warm... just like mine. There is no awkward hand holding. There is no awkwardness. Just thinking about him makes me smile like an idiot.
I asked him to homecoming because I was getting scared that he was not going to. But when I asked him about it, he said that he was actually going to anyways. He's so sweet and innocent. He was trying to apologize for not knowing how to dance... and I was like, don't worry, I really don't either. I can also wear super tall heels and still be shorter than him, which is nice. I love the way I can rest my head in the crook of his shoulder, like I belong there. And his lips... his lips are so soft. He's a gentle kisser. He's a gentleman in every way imaginable. He's just... he's perfect. And I'm falling for him, faster than I ever could imagine. And I'm not scared. For once in my life I'm not scared, because I know he's going to catch me. And I'm not afraid to fall in love with him.
The way he looks at me takes my breath away. I hope we can last for a while. <3
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