How is it possible to love two people at once, and have a crush on yet another? I love my ex, and I love my boyfriend to pieces, and now I have a huge crush on my lab partner. I don't even understand how this is possible. It really hurts because I want to be there for everyone but I know I'm limited because I have to remain faithful to my boyfriend. Tomorrow is our six month. We finally had sex, which was a huge deal for us because he was still a virgin. My ex got angry at me because my boyfriend saw some texts he sent to me that were pretty crass, and he got freaked out and yelled at my ex. So now he won't talk to me. When I visited him during lunch, he just kind of stared at me for 30 straight minutes and then turned his back to me. I was like, well shit, when you're asking me intimate questions and my boyfriend finds out, yeah, he's gonna flip the fuck out!! For real. Pipe the fuck down.

Then there's my lab partner. This one really sucks because I don't want to like him!!!! My best friend was like "oh, your lab partner is kind of cute" one day, and then BOOM I noticed every little thing he does that's sweet, and he's super cute and smart and gorgeous, and I just can't even. pwerjnvcmpqoiwrns We've been friends for like almost two years now, and I never thought of him as anything but a really good friend. Now he's getting flirty (I think, maybe it's just in my head, idk) and I just don't know what to do.

My best friend is engaged. My other best friend's puppy just died. My mom got a job and then had it taken from her within 24 hours. My dad lost his house, he's looking for a new one now.

Lol sooo yeah, that's my little spiel about my life currently

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