Note to self:

When you break up with him, if he breaks up with you.... I saw it coming. The past me saw it coming. And yeah, I'm in denial over it. But we both know this isn't gonna work. The sex is a chore. You love him, but you are getting bored. You've been trying to fix it, because you know you're burning out, and you don't want to admit it. 

Well. When it breaks off, just remember to come back here and vent to yourself. It's okay. He wasn't meant for you anyways. Stop trying to rewrite the past and just move on.